Glory Be to our Broken Parts...

For this is where God finds us… in our brokenness, and it is where we find ourselves in HIM, the divine… and when I receive the light (currently the most beautiful shade of blue that you have never seen) -

AND I REMEMBER

All the little treasures I’ve collected in my prayers -

the messages, the signs, the connections, the answers….

AND I THINK

What if I just leap,

                               not a leap of faith but a leap of (know)…. 

                                                                                                        I’ve lingered in faith…

I am a guest in the spiritual world, 

but if ever 

understood

in this little soul of mine

something was revealed to me 

in all those years ago 

at nine —-

when I knew nothing 

but understood everything -

was given a gift 

but I buried it—- hoping it wouldn’t go away until I understood it

And understand, 

 I do not…. not. 

but I do KNOW

prayer as an experience

I do KNOW a glimpse of the other side,  on a short visit. 

And so its time to stop practicing doubt 

It’s time to leap into the divine masterpiece of life, understood as mysterious by design.

There is something I am to teach, or show, or share… 

In God’s timing so …. till then, we meet in this soliloquy  of poetic prose

drawing us nearer to its destination…

AMEN