Shhhhhhh.....

It is so absolutely quiet. It's just me and the darkness. No more distractions. That fell with the night sky. 

And this is what I remember. The sacredness of being with the divine. The place you find - the quiet space when you are faced with illness. I remember it so well. 

Of course I can do this. Of course I can beat cancer. I have done it before. 

Still waiting.