The Envelope Please...

The results are in.

I received a call from my doctor at exactly 4:05 pm.

There are days that it's difficult not too see your life as an accumulative process... and today was one of those days.

But I will say that while the results were familiar - it was also a mic drop moment for me.

It was a ... I know this but I don't want to accept it.... moment. 

And then it was just an exhale moment. It was a ready or not here I come moment. It was a hide and seek with my daughter but I already know where she is kind of moment. It was a no wish is going to change this moment. 

It was a waiting is hard but I still have to wait more moment. 

So the cancer is more than likely in the early stages. More than likely contained. More than likely sounds good.

For sure sounds better. 

AMEN.