My Wish

So I leap across the room to answer the phone. Right? It was spam.

And then I get into the car (alone) and I'm driving. And My Wish comes on.... right?

Like I cry when I hear that song on a normal day. It's also a special song because along with a lifetime of prayers - it was my daily song for God to bless me with Stella. And from the moment she was born it's been our song. 

And so of course Im driving like a perfectly normal person and the song comes on... AND I am waiting for these results. And like really I just can't. 

But thank goodness for waterproof mascara. And sunglasses. And a sacred place to write and to be.

Every time my phone so much as twitches I find myself mid air. 

I am sure that I will have at least one more story before tomorrow. Or not. Either way. 

Tick tock. Tick tock.