Angel of God....my Guardian dear

Its raining so hard outside. That perfect comfy cozy rain.... 

And I must admit its my first exhale of the day...

Most of my afternoon was spent trying to decide if my stomach was full of rocks or just one large piece of concrete. 

I'm lighting a candle in my mind and in my heart. 

I saw the number 444 all day today. And, I know from experience, that this number represents the Archangels as well as my Guardian Angel. 

And so I am asking for help. I am asking for guidance. I know that I am not in this alone. It isn't a lack of faith. Its just a belief that I have to be strong on my own. 

And I don't. And I know that. But I absolutely always forget.

Right now I am remembering. Right now I am praying. Right now I am falling asleep. 

The angels are keeping watch. 

Amen.