Shored is She...

That place. That place. You know that place. You've already gone there. You are there right now. I have evoked your senses. Maybe you have and maybe you haven't. I don't actually know.

I know this. I could be overwhelmed right now. I could be very overwhelmed. I will not finish everything on my list before surgery. I'm not being negative. I am being realistic. I am accepting what is... here... now... available to me. 

I have prayed and manifested what I am able. 

I am leaving that which I cannot control. I am bidding adieu to that which I choose not to carry.

A very wise friend told me something today... nothing is ever too heavy, it just means that you are holding too much. There is always something you can let go. 

Ahhh doesn't that give you peace? 

4 more days till surgery. 

It's time to renegotiate my to do list. It's time to let a few things go. It's time to give myself some space and recognition of what is to come. 

It's time to nest a little deeper. I am ready. 

I'm ready. Time to stand up. 

Amen.